A World of Magic
Our lives are much more than just cold numbers, formulas, and rational reasoning. There seems to be at play a mystical or grandiose force that color our interactions with the world. Its like when you have that one totally shitty day, week, month, year and your just bogged down by this one problem. This problem can be anything from something small to something of huge significance in your life this forces effects will resonate with you for the rest of your life.
I happened to be biking one day I was having a bit of financial issues and I wasn't being given enough hours at my place of work and such, so I decided to go for a bike ride (my form of stress release to clear my mind). When along this ride I witness a hit and run accident and out of my moral obligation towards my fellow man decide to stop and be a witness (mind you this was my first time being one). I gave my verbal and written statement and was told I can leave after a long arduous process that took over 3 hours of my day. As I was going to leave the couple I remained a witness for approached me and slipped me $50 and took me out to lunch at a time after to say thank you. This was one of those moments I felt that odd mystical force at play like I was given that accident and the opportunity to meet such a kind and interesting couple and in turn life used them to help me out with my life problems.
Another bigger example of this magic of life was last year. I was in a new program at school and I had come out of a period of time where I had pulled myself out of the 3 year long depression I was combating. I was really starting to make up for the lost time, I was having fun partying hard real reckless stuff and I had no care in the world. That last line was a little lie I liked to tell myself often but the truth of the matter was I was always trying to find that one person to complete me. I had met quite a few over the year but none of them provided real value their characters and lives warped by their excessive lifestyles (that I was now finding myself being sucked into). That is till the magic happened and life started sending its signs my way. I first met one that really set the ground work the interaction was short and developed quite quickly but it built for me a frame work that I wanted out of the future girl I meet, then as that chapter was ending and I was met with another. This girl was something she was everything I had looked for but this too felt like it was just another lesson to be provided. Though she had all the traits I liked she was missing a key trait that was leading to my stagnation, but through that time with her I was learning to understand what I was really passionate about.
Life is a magical place if you choose to see and realize the true nature of it.
It's full of miracles and life will bring us the right people, the right situations, or the right lesson. As long as we trust life and leave ourselves open to realize the opportunities it opens up for us.


"had all the traits, but was leading to stagnation" seems like shes a waste of time, useless fuck if shes providing nothing but stagnation.
ReplyDeletenobody is perfect and were all in that stage of life where were still trying to find ourselves and develop. No one is ever useless everyone teaches you something in life she just needs to grow.
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